Thursday, December 31

A little spice


The good old days are back. The golden days which i used t sit on the sofa w my family watchg countdown parties over the tv channels instead of staying out on the streets till late, brushg arms w strangers, gettg sticky party sprays, loiterg on the dirty streets, dispersed by the police officers on duty, thinkg of ways to head home.. and plop, onto your bed after the whole excitement outdoor.

Hi 2010. Please be nice to me. I promise i'll be good.

Wednesday, December 30

FUTURE LOVE

The thought of me seeing you tmr is overwhelming.

PS: My Mummy's sucha dear today.

Tuesday, December 29

Cranky

The nagging sense just wont stop. It's true when you misses someone, you wanted him/her to miss you at the same time. It sounds pretty all impossible. It may hurt but it's worth the while. It makes you stronger.

X

Friday, December 25

How've you been?

It was so nice workg @ Laura Ashley. The best part of it: It makes me wanna revamp my room like seriously! The colleagues were more than awesome. I cant wait for my Uncle to move out(like xtra) so i can revamp my room with ease. *Roll eyes*
  • Wallpapers or paints?
  • Paintings?
  • Lightings?
  • New curtains?
  • How t resection the furniture?

Anyone's willing to help? :>

I spent my Christmas Countdown in the dark in my room~ but it's okay b'cus work's sucha joy! Good day everyone, havg work today on Christmas!

Tuesday, December 22

Close

I was almost there... I swear i was. Now i h8 you for kinda pullg me back t where i was then. Why must you?!

And, where are YOU? :(

Sunday, December 20

Let Know?

Sometimes human rather wait in vain then let the other party know how they are feelg, just so bcus getting hurt is more than just inflictg abstract pain, but havg t face the tremors of being rejected like before again.

Great it's finally Monday tomorrow.

Friday, December 18

Day & Ni8

"This Christmas is so cold," Chanel Baby says.
I agreed but the peace's awesome for sure.

Maybe things might be different if i've taken you along, i suppose?
The sadness now stays.

Curious?

Here's the deal: You've only 4 months left..

Tuesday, December 15

Why

Hi. Im missing someone way too much than i should and that's bad for all you should know. :(

Thursday, December 10

Utterly sick :(

When i start to change to becoming a new person and entering a new phase of life, people starts to call me a poser. I've been trying to accept comments w a tagboard. I just want to clarify that everyone changes. We dont stick to the past and im trying to move out of it and may i know what is wrong w that? :( If moving out of a circle to becoming more self-confident is being hated, then pls tell me how i wont be an eyesore to you? Srsly, you make me feel as if i've taken the wrong step out t meet the world and i h8 you for that, whoever you are. Whoever knows-it-all you are, ok? You can have your reasons for hatg me, but dont bring me down along w you. IF anyone of you out there came to know what im actually, you'll tell me its all a misunderstandg but the feeling of being brought down once was there and it will always be. Fml ttm because the minority of the world judges and what rights do they own just because they read people's blog and thinks he/she is yadayada blah blah blah... :(((( TELL ME.

I've no grudges against Yvonne Seng to be frank but too much of a coincidence makes one hard to believe she isnt rly imitating? It makes things more suspicious if she was t purge her entire blog am i right? I wont hella name her out since i dont even know her!? (WTH) There's too much acts of plagarism in her blog if you must know and my bbgirls have seen 'em before. Which second person would use 'fuckg' and 'conti' and 'www.casesixteenth.blogspot.com' when they're totally strangers?! HELL you srsly pissed me off whoever you are that tagged me because you've no idea whats going on. Grrrr~ JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT THE ONE BEING IMITATED DOESNT GIVE YOU THE POWER TO ACCUSE ME INSTEAD. Now can you see the whole picture? Coincidence was 95% an excuse i say. And those tags w 'Yvonne Seng' was actually by my friend so he used CONTI and i knew he must be a friend in my social circle and whats wrong w playing along?!

Pls, let this end here because my intentions @ first was just to tell Yvonne Seng that its obvious she sort of copied and that i've found out since i've no ways to get into contact w her. Get it? This is a blog, mind you.

@ BUTTER


Since the truth is that everyone's gonna hurt me, who's the only one worth suffering for?

Wednesday, December 9

Yvonne Seng whoever you are

Well afterall my friends were right. So, how are you enjoying copying me? :> Nice url huh? It was sort of obvious we ridiculously had gotten almost the same url? And when did you start using 'fuckg' when its supposed t be 'fucking'? Not bad, nice imitation. Keep it up. I guess i'd have seen more if you hadn't purged your old entries? Nice monroe, oh and it happenz to be on the left side? Too much of a coincidence honey, try harder.

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Moving on.. So it was gr8 @ Butter last night w all the babies after so long! I will upload the picz when Shanice sends me okehz so continue t watch this space. OH right, Eunice's @ Zouk this friday but hella i've a job interview early Saturday morning and im startg t get hesitatant now.. HOW HOW HOW MY DEAR OLD COW? :(
+ + am selling my box of falsiez for $11. Code no's 705 w/ 6 pairs in the box + xtra 3 pairs. Tag me if you're rly keen okeh? Effects below:

Monday, December 7

Angsty


I guessed im gonna hunt for my fourth job for the month b'cus today suck @ BCS. Ivan & I were so very cheated and i'll-treated. Thus, we've decided t skip work tomorrow and avoid typing the thouands of cheque numbers & figures for straight 10 hours and everyone else is doing the same thing and the keyboard never stops clicking. Taxing, drowning & annoying ttm. Let's see... Laura Ashley's next? Who wanna join me? :>

I've feel for parties now ever since hibernation starts 6 weekz ago and that simply means, meetg my baby Shanice tomorrow! Woohoo luv it (Y) but h8 it 'cus mixed age are always so packed. Legal are better 'cus the crowd are more or less in control but its fine bbgirlz are around XO

Anyone's having hunger pangs now?! I just had 3 packets of Hello Pandaz, 4 packets of Cheese Sandwich Biscuitz, bread and curry maggie mee + 3 France bread. Sorry im scary w a giant appetite ever since start of Os till now. So saddening huh but i cannot help it, so live it manz fat bitch FTW. Whether im happy sad angry i EAT EAT EAT yes

To GGY: im so eggcited the MAC lipstick sieh SEXY bodoh! ok lame bye bye

Sunday, December 6

True


... and only time will tell, that you will no longer be the one.

Saturday, December 5

Good vibez?


If only done was easier.

Wednesday, December 2

Luck

  • Im so happy Ivan & I are gonna start earning our first thousand on Monday, and not forgetting Baby.
  • I can't wait t start work with 'em, hopes everything goes well.
  • I can't wait for Ivan to laugh @ me lookg like OL(Office Lady), scrooge
  • Im so gonna change for the better from tomorrow onwards b'cus i almost lose my Mum today.
  • I lost 2.5kg these two days but i gained back after I had Nihon Mura w my CCB cousin, psycho ttm man ughz sucker.
  • Im sucha happy kid now i think i just bought all the barbie dollz hehe :)

WOOHOO

Wow, i swear streetdirectory.com had been sucha great help! Now i've no problems getting to my destination for my job interview later in the afternoon (Y) It provides both bus and MRT services from my house to my destination, all detailed. How cool is that babies?! Yes, and maybe it's true little Singapore is really catchg up w the ever-changing world of technology and efficiency, glad news to hear tho!

OTOH, Baby is leavg me for China for 2 hella weeks in god-damn 6hrs. Poof ttm Baby, uh-uh-no. You better not return back in Town w your cheena accent before i axe you down. Big hugz and miss you big time while you're away (L)

And maybe this is how things end for both of us? Happy ending i shall call it. My game, my rules honey.

And hell, im getting a little cheezy here k bye im off for some Gossip Girl business

Tuesday, December 1

Nate Archibald/Chuck Bass


... Which hottie makes a better boyfriend material uh-huh?
X.O.X.O Gossip Girl ftw on the roll sweetiez